~depressive disorder in early stage!
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." [Phil 4:6-7]
Indeed, God provided me in time of need, a loving house & ...
...cupcakes! Look^^ How cute are they?
Was it the stress from study, was it emotional swing from social life at such wrong timing, wast it the food poisoning, or they all summed up together, i am not sure, but it was the worst week i ever had so far this year. Being sick, whether it's because of depression or just body's immunity down, made it even worse... I could say that it was a really depressing week with lots of tears, anxiety, fears & medicine...
Not that it was totally different this week, but I felt much better in terms of physical health and less emotional stress, because I have received plenty of love from the ladies, Charli, Maddy, Naomi, Rowan, Alison, Elsa, Georgina. I am so so thankful for having them around at such the time, taking good care of me & telling me that i am not alone... Also Ina&Alicia, they comforted me when i felt so lonely and helpless, and I know they feel lonely too at times. I am so grateful to have a shelter in depressing time =)
I could let go of my disappointment and fears and gained more courage to keep going because of you ladies! Special thanks to you and to God who's put me in this house. I love being here because Christ lives in here through the individuals. =)
