Hillsong//ONE DAY "You"

~Hillsong team was rocking Melbourne for just a day with Hillsong United leading the worship session in the evening~ The day session has more teaching and the evening is more worship, it was fun, but what have i brought home?

I have learnt what they preached in the same area, but on that week I was struggling with PhD study. The issue of keep going, work hard, because there is no short cut~~ It's true, but what is that for? Is it worth the work and stress at all?

Well, i have to go back the the reason why I chose PhD at the first place. It's not for fame, partly it was Melb, partly bcoz it was offered, but what really contributed to my decision? It was the dream that I had about teaching the students... It was you I wanted to obey; God it is you =D  This is my fav song that night: YOU

I knew that vision was fading after i realized that lecturers still need to do research, and that really was discouraging. Nonetheless, I believe it was God who's given me the desire to get involved in university. It was God who gave me strength and courage to take on the challenge, so why did I feel like a failure? Because it's tough! But the giant that I am facing is not bigger than God. "If God is with you, you are on the winning side!"
So all I need to do is to do the fight, like how the Israelites went into the battle, and listen to His guidance how I should fight. Stop being lazy & stop doing it my own way, He will lead me to victory.

"So, we will run, all together our hearts aflame, our surrender to give You praise... all glory to Your name, Jesus!"

And since He's given me the antidote and He raised me up from the valley of despair =D I know this will not be the only time but I will reach the destination with joy and praise to the utmost High, my Deliverer, my King & my God.