Wednesday, September 19, 2012

When my mourning turned into ...

an embarassing moment

What a morning! First, I had a fight with Mc. Just because I made a long comment on her one sentence, she raised her voice telling to to shut up and that hurt, although my first reaction was of being offended so I raised my voice on purpose, as a way of expressing my anger.. Later on after my anger subsided, what's left inside was the sadness from being shouted on and I just had to expressed that too coz... hello! it's still in the morning, if I don't let it out, it'd bug me the whole day... So with a very soft voice this time I told her that it is actually quite hurtful, and she then apologized. ~~Yeah, you've got to know; Sorry doesn't cure, woman! ~ But it did make me feel better and at least I could move on then~~

Then I went to uni and I thought W was alone in the office so I told her the small drama of the morning and how it made me sad and I was determined to expect a good day ahead, hallelujah! (I was so loud) Little did I know that there was another person in the room, whom I failed to notice when I came in... Oh my... I just recalled how loud and emotional I was and if this guy heard it... I am  sorry >.< that was embarassing..

But is it better to be embarassed than to be sad? I opt yeah, if I had to choose! but better still a happy day! I am still gonna make it with the HS within, who restores my joy ;)

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