I can't remember when the first poke happened, and what it was exactly, but it became more intense gradually. Things like friends falling in love & hearing love stories; then i found myself watching chickflicks like bridewars & wedding planner. this topic leaps its way to my brain, without me realizing it, to a point that I can't help but to acknowledge: Yes, it's gonna come to me one, ONE DAY!
Of course i want to get married, when i find the right one. But I don't want to think further than this, not until we touched on 'romantic relationship' in house meeting recently & relationship conference the week after that. How do you know that person is not right unless you give it a chance? It's funny how many people talked to me how relationships gave valuable lessons even though it didn't lead to marriage...
Hang on there, why do You throw these things on me now?
I have PhD to think about and I think it's already a tough one.
As much as I'd love to be in a relationship I might not be able to handle both at the same time, I am suggesting to put it on hold, yes God? But sure, nothing to lose to listen to relationship advise since I will be in a relationship ONE DAY. And through all these that happened along the topic of relationship, I got a chance to look carefully into this issue & so prepare me to face my fears and take the lead =D Thank You for being so patient with me <3
I have PhD to think about and I think it's already a tough one.
As much as I'd love to be in a relationship I might not be able to handle both at the same time, I am suggesting to put it on hold, yes God? But sure, nothing to lose to listen to relationship advise since I will be in a relationship ONE DAY. And through all these that happened along the topic of relationship, I got a chance to look carefully into this issue & so prepare me to face my fears and take the lead =D Thank You for being so patient with me <3
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